hmm indulgence or in deceit?

4sept 2006:
It all began when I got to know this person thr beth and the 3 of us had dinner tog...
my first impression: Quite a nice n gentlemanly guy, my type of guy too (mayb cos' my bros do not exhibit such gentlemanly genture like waiting tog with u at the bustop..haha just joking) But I did not think too much into dinner, jus shrug it off as knowing one more fren..

5 or 6 sept(erm can't really remb):
Hmm Beth asked me to exchange MSN with her Fren, AA (nickname for him), the same guy I had dinner with on mon. And she gave me his no. so that I can sms him my email add...That same nite..spoke to him online...(hmm was thinking quite a nice person and could talk comfortably)

7-8sept:
Actually I dun really go MSN that often..usually go online when nd do proj or Hw...Anyway he asked me why I didn;t go online...and that's when all the mass sms starts (I must admit I'm abit slow in these..din realise until almost 1wk plus later, oh gosh?)

9sept:
He sms me say he's gg back Malaysia that nite(By the way,he's a malaysian)..At tt time, I just thought tt it was nice for him to tell me these...I mean ur fren will tell you and i just sms him to haf a great trip home..

10sept:
Weekend went as usual with tuition on sat and mass doing of hw on sun...argh...haf to present my fireworks case the nxt day...Haiz there's oni 3 of us(zj,gladys n me) but other gps has 4 or 5ppl. I would oni say it's easier to coordinate with 3ppl..

The nxt wk (11sept to 15sept) carried on with sms from him everyday in the morning and I think evening too (dunno why I didn't sense the frequency of sms, mayb cos I was tired from the projects and recruitment talk) Hmm mayb cos' I have 1000sms..so I had alot of sms to spare..

15sept: The more notable part occurs when AA told me he would not be gg back malaysia that week and asked me wat activities I had during the weekend and if I was free to meet for lunch as he would be in changi airport send his relatives off..i must haf been unobeservant or blur not to realise it was an invitation (a bunch of close frens i spoke to all said it was an obvious hint?!) Huh, but I really didn;t know..But nothing was confirmed on fri so i just brushed it off as a sms of courtesy (like you will ask the person if she want to join you,not hoping that she would say yes..but more of a kind getsure)

17sept: AA sent me an sms to ask if I was free to meet up for lunch that day..Up till this moment ...I didn;t think much of it...thinking it was just shun bian for him to meet me after sending off his relatives... But i told my bro abt it..and he ? me, said it would be shun bian for him eat at airport and go off from there...

THe lunch... I arrived on time...But The funny thing was I kinda forgot how he looked like cos' i oni met him once tog with beth..the rest was sms and msn..But i was lucky he was siting outside tm mac n in a black shirt..n sitting alone...If not, cham..would haf had trouble looking for him....

Erm He asked me to suggest a place to eat at TM...so i suggested HK cafe (zhong huan cafe)
..I ate there with one of my gd fren,jia ying before and I like the almond milk there.. AA was quite gentlemen, helped me pull out my chair abit so easier to sit...
Hmm he then told me to order wat I like to eat or havn;t eat before but want to try food...Then I suggested sharing..cos if you know me well, you know I'm a "share food person" and that I felt that eating the same food will make you sian after eating...

So we ordered: Durian fried rice(yummy..),fried wanton soup noodles (not bad but we had difficulty sharing this?), 2 glass of almond milk with half boiled egg (HK style)..Then he was quite nice, ordered a toast bread,scared i would still be hungry...(Fact: We couldn;t finish the food, my appetite not as gd le..haiz puberty stops le) The most funny thing came when he asked if i wanted a drink....at lst i declined but he insisted on one...so i obliged...We wanted to eat ice kachang but the cafe didn't sell..so we ordered "Yuan Yang with grass jelly"..I was quite silly. suggested that we share a glass instead of having each a glass, stomach quite bloated le..thinking that it would be served...and we could transfer half of the drink to another glass...But nope: our glass was cleared when the drink came...and in it was 2straws...Weird rite? Barely know the preson for 2weeks then share drink le...But he was quite nice..let me drink lst...Wa..The drink was strong..And I reckon that I would be able to sleep which was gd for studying..haha..
After that, AA paid for the bill, I wanted to pay half but he says nvm...Quite nice of him to give me a treat..somemore dun know him that long yet.. We went ard the malls...and I must say go with guy..how to shop..but i was not in the mood to shop oso...so we just walked ard..and talked...
Then he need to leave to meet his fren... Offered to wait for bus with me... And the bus took quite a long time to come...Haiz

18sept: Man, did I realise that drinking yuan yang n almond milk with egg is a big NO NO...Beth told me he had a stomachache and went toilet for 5times..erm I didn;t know he got a weak stomach.. then he nvr go for his industrial attachment(IA)..Beth sugg i pei him see doc..and i was quite guilty...so i pei him c doc at NTU clinic after breakfast..Somemore he looked pale...quite ke lian..

Clinic wait: The atmosphere was strange...didn;t know wat to say so just forked out Today and let him read..then i read abit of my notes..then we started talking loh... Quite funny he saw a few frens at e clinic...then his frens gave him weird look...I didn;t know whether to pei him go in or just wait outsides so b4 his turn comes..I asked him if i need to pei him...it was quite q stupid qn... He just says no nd..so I just went toilet while waiting... Hilarious thing is after he went back hall..he didn;t rest but watch cartoons(looney tunes?,transformer..etc)..can;t imagine he watch that..But i like to watch japanese cartoons too...Imagine later on MSN he actually told me that it was a gd experience to be sick...feel q bad that he took MC and nvr go IA..

19sept: It was today then i realised that he sms day,evening n nite...Boy, am I slow to know? He was quite sweet..after i sms him say be gg for event...he sms me once I reached home.. the exact timing lei...wa shen qi..

20-21sept: As usual..gradually become a habit...that he sms me...Told rb,ly n diana during lunch abt him...just to tell them...not inform...then they told me to wait and see..which was what i tho too...Want to focus on upcoming exam lst n want to get to know him better...didn;t want to rush things...Haha take "e status quo " position

haha got to sleep le..had a long day and gave tuition today...