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12oct 2006 thur
My meeting with joon,beth and aa, really glad to see Joon after so long...Beth and I bought t-shirts for riyang...as appreciation for his efforts....and cos he paid for the accomodation during our case competition... Then went to meet aa, was quite confused when I saw him...din really know wat to ask....quite awkward asking him personal qns...Glad to meet him that nite too....cos really got to know him better...I guess it's quite difficult to get to know a person within a short span of time..

I really appreciate his efforts when he pei me go suntec...He could have just gone back to his hall which was a few bustops away...

When we were at carrefour...As the skates were out of stock..I needed to ask the staffs for help but he kept performing disappearing act...Was really glad that Beth offered to help and asked the staff for assistance...eventually the staff did help and I bought my skates..Paiseh to let the rest wait as I tried the sizes...But I was really happy ove rthe purchase..would collect it nxt wk...

14 Oct 2006 sat
This must have been my worse day..Was supposed to be a joyous occasion as we celebrate mich bdae....

But I have said something terribly wrong to Beth...Shouldn't have said that...I really didn"t mean it..But it must have been catalyst to make her blow up...She got really upset..to the extent I didn"t know wat to do..Was really helpless...I kept apologising but I know no apologies would help...After so many weeks of being there for me and listening to me...think she put on too many hats...I shouldn"t have relied so much on her, should have let things go naturally....Beth needed her breathing space too...Should haf thought of her feelings....Really upset for wat has happened...I really appreciate my frenship with her....didn't want our frenship to be spoilt over such a thing...Hope she will cool down soon and don"t be angry with me...think haf to give her time to cool down....

I also cum to realise that frenship shd go naturally...It takes time to get to know each other much better and if there r common topics and characters match ...It would then be natural for the two to be great frens.. Rome is not built in a day..

That was what happen to me and all my hao jie meis, we become gd frens after we know each other for some time...Think I'm quite hard to understand at times... and my frens generally takes time to fully understand me..I have learnt frenship in the hard way...that is things need to be slow and steady... There is a need to be sensitive of each other's feelings too...for frenship to be everlasting..